hmmm heaven awaits....

As of late I have been caught between Heaven and Hell ( letting go forever the pain I carried) !!!

The Heaven that awaits is the most profound and precious heaven there is or ever will be!!!! I am alive in touch and deep.... I know where I am going ! For the first time in my life I know I am ok .... it is all ok...

My beautiful father and I had a really great conversation about space and time and energy last night!!! About my art , my writing ....and my final realisation that censoring myself for the last 20 years and stomping out my art was killing me ,my spirit and It is wonderful that I have found it again .... as a grown woman it is less complicated . I just am ,I have nothing to prove to anyone !!!

There is special energy and love and light in my life ......and I am walking towards it and not away .... never away.

He is encouraging me to leave behind the hell and take the heaven by the hand and let it lead me ... to trust it to put it out there and not worry everything will work out just fine .

Yes, My father is very cool... he would cringe at that word .... sort of a contradiction in a way because old fashioned things in his mind intermingle with new age and science..... he is a great conversationalist , brilliant and an intelligent mind , loyal and determined and most of all I love him dearly .... we and I have come such a long way!!!

Thanks to that almighty power that is in our universe ...