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New Years Eve ???
I am not making "resolutions" I will eat drink and smoke if and when I want to...

2007 Has been a trying and immensely important year of my life. One of realisation,letting go...acceptance .

2008 looks very promising and I know it will be an interesting,busy year of growth and freshness...personally and professionally.

I am going to start my NEW YEAR by continuing to purge and then re feather the nest so to speak... starting with my bedroom...

GRRRRRRR.........gotta vent damn it

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UHHHHHHHHHH

After many hours spent, $$$$$ spent on a recent promotion .

Today innocently at 4 pm had the phone company add some new services to my business line and about a half hour ago 9 pm and much silence....... I figured out my line that was forwarded to my cell was in actuality accidently disconnected instead............no wonder it did not ring this eve not even once........weird anyways they may not have the "mistake " fixed untill Monday .........................

.....<<<<>>>> DAMN !DAMN !DAMN!

I had to have a small temper tantrum :(

Now I'll go back to being an adult with a little more class.......

dancing the night away.........

I am an adult no denying it....and let me tell you I am happy to be one........but you know youth has it's perks too. Endless energy.........

My sister and I went out dancing at The Century Room a couple of weeks ago... http://www.centuryroom.com/ for the third anniversary ( congratulations guys) and
David Waxman (dj) was here from NYC........he had us grooving all night long it was great......It was strictly for fun no work ,no event planning ,just letting go for a few precious hours.....I enjoyed a few G & T's my sister's company and a serious workout ........ I can't wait to do it again soon........

Apres-boo

The witching hours have passed uneventfully (no drama)it was a good evening !I did not end up alone a decided to make the most of it! My love came home and stayed with me...........The Bebe's were all out after 6:30 .

I dressed chi and I even got dressed as a pirate and went out and got some Better junk for the kids.....if there is such a thing .........I am still nursing a headache from indulging in the sweets too.........I hardly ever have sugary things anymore.........I guess that's why .When I can I will upload a few photos........

soul stains

Journal
I refer to those moments as (and not all are so dark but at least profound)
" Stains on my soul." or "soul stains"
They are here for good ,but time has washed away the the freshness of the moment .
By my definition soul stains are those things that mark you forever.

photo essays of my life

It won't take long to notice I have a lot of images.

I am fascinated by them , my father is a photographer and has been taking photos of myself and my siblings ever since any of us can remember.

As a child pouring over the many large black and white images of my mother,strangers, objects and our friends and family, each one told a story held a moment frozen .I wondered what the people were thinking, where were they going.

Photos are simple, complicated, creative & revealing..............anyways, I have always kept a camera at the ready........... capturing a moment in time is priceless , it is pure ...... the person ,object or emotion conveyed is subjective it is in the eye of the beholder.......I do it simply because I love to.........

writing........

For a while this very wonderful gift evaded me, I am finally writing again ................ my writing evolves, I have many ,many pieces totally unpublished some that are here are being revised/edited and so if you notice it don't be surprised..................................

In the past I have felt the need to censor myself for fear of rejection or answering the whys the shame of being immodest with my thoughts,opinions,fantasies or expressions of anger , creativity, love ,romance,pain, pleasure,joy ,boredom etc.......I am grown , I apologise to no one .........

I am accepting and in awe of others gifts and abilities to create .

I hope as a mother the gift I give is my love and passion for the arts ,being real and staying true . Allowing my children the freedom to be whom they are and live fulfilling lives while chasing dreams out loud.