40 FORTY 4 Decades

 I have surprised myself!!! I have almost forgotten myself! Something shifted in me and I stopped being driven to create everyday and sometimes I feel as if I wait to finish dreams and I have no idea why! I used to spend countless hours painting ,reading,taking photos,writing, day dreaming and working now I work but maybe not hard enough! I'm really hungry!!! I guess it's now or never time, shit or get off the pot time... I have allot to be grateful for and I need to start showing it! It's use it or loose it time!